That’s what i want to have now. But that is a scary thought.
I don’t know how that idea came across my mind?
and i don’t know how to vanish that intention from my head. That feeling is very strong, almost makes me lose my mind.
If you think that idea came because i’m not happy, actually i’m happy.
I have alovely wife that love me as i’m and two great sons.
I’m a very happy man. But why this scary thought comes?
I’m confuse cause i don’t wanna heart my family. I need to find the way to eliminate this. I can’t tell anybody even my closest friend, i’m affraid. But i need a friend to talk to so i can release it.
I rarely write my post in english, but for this one i do. just in case one of my friend knows my blog and read this confession of mine.
Help Me God through this temptation, and please show me the way to pass this scary mind..